UN-F*CK YOUR ENERGY

Tired of feeling like a cosmic chew toy? Yeah, same.
You’ve survived narcissists, chaos, and the kind of personal growth that feels like being emotionally curb-stomped—so no, a bath bomb (unless it’s a toaster) isn’t gonna cut it.

Pick your free start. You will get a choice between 2 free healing tools.
No glittery gaslighting. No “just vibe higher, babe” BS.
Just raw, no-filter tools for the broken-but-battling souls who’ve done more healing in a panic spiral than most do in therapy.
Whether you're rage-cleaning, trauma-dumping to your emotional support squirrel, or silently hexing your ex in the shower—this sh*t is for you.

I’m Nyx Lotus — single mom, Shadow Lotus founder, and emotional dumpster-fire survivor.
I don’t sell peace — I help people find themselves in the wreckage.
Shadow Lotus was built for the ones still stuck and the ones clawing their way out.
Done with toxic loops and ready to laugh, cry, and spiritually dropkick your way back to yourself?

you’re in the right damn place.

Let’s get weird, get free, and bloom past the bullsh*t. Shadow Lotus style.

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